Girl girl girl, this post will be all about you. I know it's kinda lame, you know, you already wrote one for me but, hahaha I got something for you too. :)
So it's your birthday! And.. I won't be celebrating with you. I mean I can't. I wish I can, I really want to spend some time with you, too. Come to think of it I hadn't really celebrated a birthday with you, well maybe last year. I tried to give you some surprise and it went well, almost.. Maybe it's a little too much that you even cried ;P I had actually been planning to celebrate your birthday with you, until I saw that your birthday is in the Chinese New Year holiday week and I downed a little. I tried to ask for permission to hang out with you, since it didn't work, I try to indeed make you something. You know, however it is, you're still special to me. I don't want to make you feel.. "unspecial". But yea I still hope the most to be with you, and I believe that's what you hope for too, eh? :)
But then I was a fool, to make you mad, make you upset, to create those unwanted emotional in you, and even to make you cry. I need to apologize to you sincerely, still didn't have the chance. I will, though. Maybe I'll just, offer myself to you forever for the apology. ;P If you want this, that is.
You're for sure going to leave this school next year, aren't you? Missing you is like, dark grey all along. I wouldn't be better if we're that far apart. I don't even dare to imagine what would we be like that time. But there's one thing that I can confirm : for sure you'll still be the one and only I miss and I love.
I don't wanna give you any pressure but, *whisper*( I will ask you on a date, and I'll ask you to be my girlfriend, one day this year) .. I know there's many things happening now, and we'll be sitting for the SPM this year. Despite sometimes I am away or stuffs, whatever you might be facing, I'll be there for you, I'll support you always, and face those circumstances with you. Maybe.. we might be a little too young to say this but.. haha :P For you I'll do.
I won't be here tomorrow.. So.. Happy Birthday, in advance..? :)
My pretty darling, you've always been that beautiful and cute to me. Always were, and always will. I wish you stay happy on your birthday, and do have a blessed day. Be a little more confident in yourself, you're really, really, better than any other girl I've met or known before. I wish you'd be my valentines too, haha. :) <3 i="" love="" p="" you.="">
God bless you, God bless us.
