From Waltz Disney's "Mickey's Once Upon A Christmas" : "Christmas isn't about candy canes, holly, or lights all aglow. It's about the hearts that we touch and the care that we show."
Merry Christmas Eve everyone :)
So I guess I can't change anything, I still have to follow my family to Hatyai for Christmas. Which, a special day I more likely want to celebrate with that someone.
Sigh.. So like I said, my parents aren't Christians. Indeed my whole family isn't, including me. But I want to, some part of me tell me I want to be one. It's just that I can't get pass my parents. But she did said as long as I have faith..
Ah anyway, it's not the first time they're doing this. Indeed it's not the first time I write blog like this too LOL. It's not that I have anything to complain about. When we're there they bought me clothes, gifts, and brought me to eat Thailand's delicious food. But just imagine, 5 years in a roll. While others might be envious because I get to go travel every year, I felt bored. Seriously bored. I don't wanna go there every year. And especially every Christmas. Why don't I get to spend Christmas with people I like? Like my friends, my loved one and others. Why do I have to, am forced to, spend it with you guys? You don't celebrate it anyway! You just go there, do some shopping, eat out, and do nothing about Christmas. Hey even our Muslims friends celebrate Christmas, why not us? Why can't us? Why do you guys have to be so... old-fashion minded?
Sigh.. It's Silent Night tonight, guess it should be peaceful. So I won't be angry :)
And there's some words for you my love. If you see this.
I know it's hard, like you said. It's better I don't be in your life, than having us suffer like this. I'm sorry, for not being able to be with you every time it's Christmas, even though I myself want to be with you really much. Maybe not the Christmas before, nor this time. But I promise you, there'll be Christmas we spend together. Or maybe Christmas"s" ;) Just, not now... When I still don't have a transport that is... ;P I promise you really. We'll get to hang along at Christmas, sometime later. And I love you :) Merry christmas eve, and Merry Christmas in advance. <3 p="p">
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