26th of August every year is my birthday. I have to admit, last year's 15th birthday of mine was really screwed. It didn't even felt like a birthday. It was merely another so-unlucky-like-day for me. Ah never mind, let what had passed be past, we'll look into the bright future together ;) But the scars in my heart will hardly fade away, I know, trust me.
So it finally arrived. :) My 16's birthday. I promised myself no matter what I will be happy on the day. I can't be like before, I shan't be. Oh and there's a little interlude, I went hanging out with that stupid girl a few days before my birthday, and we had some leisure moment.
Tuesday night I lied to my parents saying I want to go school to play basketball with my friends. Behind that I was actually planning to go hang out with her. I know I'm bad but sorry dad mom. So I was sent to school as planned, and I meet up with her and we walked to Pavilion. At first we thought we wanted to watch a movie, but there was no movie available for us so we just swung around. It was not a long outing, like 3 to 4 hours, but I enjoyed the moment with her So we went into Daiso to buy some sweets. She bought a pack of milk soft candy for me as I chose it. It costed RM5 which I still think it's a little expensive because it isn't a big packet but it's made in Japan so I told myself it's okay... I love that sweet it has a rich taste of milk but it's not like others milk rock candy it's soft like Sugus or Fruit Plus. So I'd quickly finish a half pack of the sugar until now. Then we bought a cup of erm... tea? I guess I can call it that way?... Ah the shop's name is Chado. It's something like Chatime or ShareTea... So it's tea I guess? Argh yes and the most embarrassing thing is, I forgot to bring my wallet! I took it out from my bad because it's holiday and I forgot to put it back into my bad when we went out! My God I was like uh-oh when I put my hand into the bag trying to grab my wallet and I realized I hadn't brought it with me. Okay this will never happen again I promise. It was really awkward every time we buy something I just stand there and she took out her wallet to pay. >< Later on we went in to Times to look around but didn't buy any books. And we went into Starbucks, she paid too... we bought a drink and a piece of Tiramisu cake and shared. Then she asked what do I want for my birthday, I told her I want her but, haha she smiled and said no. So we went into a few shops because she thought of buying clothes for me, Converse, Puma. The singlet in Converse shop was nice, but I'm just afraid I haven't had the body to wear that. So finally we went into Typo which we'd went a few times before to look and to try to look for gifts for friends. After looking for long we finally decided to buy a mug for me. But the counter told us it would be cheaper if we buy 2, so she picked one for herself too. :) Then we swung around and went back to school. It rained on the way but luckily it was only small rain. The Typo bag was wet and she was a little upset. Sorry I couldn't do anything and I didn't brought an umbrella or something. And some photo's with her so... hmmm... haha yeah :)
So... Yeah that was it and, my birthday :)
Earlier I thought my birthday is on Saturday but I think I just mistakenly read the calendar. It was on Sunday and it crashed with my PAMA competition! Saturday I have my Mental Arithmetic class so I strive so hard on that day. I even practiced at home but I guess I just still wasn't strong enough. I only got 4th place in the competition. I was a little upset by that, but soon I became happier when I texted with her for a long time and she kept console me and gave me a push. I had lunch with my family, but I don't know why my dad and mom was like in cold war and they hadn't talked to each other since Saturday night. I felt a swell in my stomach and I hadn't eat nicely that meal. After the meal we went home to rest. I texted with her for some time too, and napped awhile, and dinner. Dinner was a little better because I am feeling a little hungry. We went to buy me a cake, white chocolate flavor. Honestly I never heard of cake with this flavor but I tried it and it was okay. The only thing I didn't like about the cake is that it had some nut taste in it. I don't like nuts. But all together it was okay. And about the dinner, my parents didn't even wanted to sit together. Dad sat with me, mom sat with sister. Sigh... I ordered a Salmon Steak and a Vanilla milkshake ;) We brought the cake to the restaurant but later we brought it back home to celebrate. My family sand me a song and I blowed a candle and we ate some cake. I'm not going to write anymore about this and finally some photos.
My salmon steak and vanilla milkshake ;)
I looked weird but my mom wanted to take it so...
White chocolate flavor cake.
Sis sitting beside me when we sang Happy Birthday song.
Made a long wish and blew out the candle.
=)
At night I still chatted with her awhile. Sigh I don't know what happened that made you so upset. I'm sorry if it had something to do with me. I know keep asking you about that is maybe a tiny little annoying, or I hope you don't think like that? uhm...
I'm gonna be honest. This was the best birthday I had these few year. What? I'm serious. Yup think whatever say whatever. " What?! This can't be it's nothing special!" Bah who cares about special or not. At least it's a normal birthday, right? :) Right? ... And the truth is I am happy, I really am. I just feel a little disappointed, deep inside my heart, a tiny, small, little, unimportant feeling of disappointment... When I know you won't gift yourself to me haha ;P But never mind like I told you I just love you and I'll wait for you no matter what I promise. Yes Joyce Soon Ee Jun I really do love you.
Hey Ee Jun? Thanks for all that... =] I really like the present. The chocolates the mug and the surprise... tissue hahaha ;P you're so cute. And I've got something to tell you.
It's okay there' no card nor cake or something. I already like it a lot for what you've done and the message. I'll keep it nicely don't worry ;) Know why I didn't choose a gift more expensive? Truth is I just don't know what more I can still want from you you'd given me so much. I always make you upset, mad at me, cry, heart-broken... much more, you just don't talk to me for a day or something then you'll be okay when we will be like normal again. Stupid didn't I told you never to say that you're a failure or you can't do anything or anything similar to those? You only don't know because I hardly tell you things about this... =] And you always say what you like or what you want or what is pretty and nice, that's why I can know what you want haha... So it's really okay, I've got you that the best thing I've got in my life I don't need more, so don't ever apologize on this again... I thought I saw hope from your message but you'd wrote and say you were joking so... Guess it's alright I understand =]
I know you love me too you stupid. Thank you for all that Ee Jun, I love every bit of those and I love every bit of you ;P Thank you... I love you Soon Ee Jun!!
See I kept all of them nicely;)
The milk soft candy I like a lot, and this 2 bars of chocolates... They can't be cheap right? Thank you...;)
The mug from Typo =D Look GUNS.N.ROSES =D
I should really be grateful and thankful for all I have when I've got all the bests. ;)
Happy birthday to me =)
Thank you Soon Ee Jun I love you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Good Night ! ;)
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