I see you.

Have you ever, looked up to the starry night sky, and wander what is up there?

I was dreaming at that time.

It was a night sky, full of stars. Brilliant, beautiful, stars. Some star fragments, maybe. Then I saw myself floating in the sea of stars, lots of thoughts were bothering me.

I saw my family in the stars. They are all lovely and caring, and most importantly is they love me, unconditionally. I wondered how much one will have to sacrifice, in order to render another one unconditional love.

Above my family I saw the old me. The younger me, who was all playful and hyper-active and cute. The smaller me who was weak and always get sick and sometimes bullied. The immature me who never cared to study and played online games whenever I went online and fought with my sister over small stuffs ending up her crying.

Higher up I saw the me now. The older me. Well, not really old you see, I'm still just 17, so... The me now who isn't sunny like the me back then, who isn't cute like when I was a child, who is lazy to do anything. And the me who is getting stronger and stronger, who started building up muscles, who became a little healthier then before. Some more the me who realized the importance of knowledge, who stopped gaming so much, who cared for my sister more because she is growing up to be a big girl.

Then I saw my dreams. All those dreams that I dreamt. Getting really good results, going around the globe traveling, being nice and kind to everyone, writing songs, and so much more. I never realized there were so "much" things I wanted. And I saw me dreaming of driving my own Lamborghini , having a bungalow of my own, riding my own super bike...

I looked even higher. My friends. Some old friends, some new friends. Some close friends, some not really close friends. Best friends. Used-to-be friends. Some important friends. Some I-don't-even-know-if-they-are friends.

Then there was gap. Between the stars. A blurred spot. All mysterious, and dark. Pure darkness. Well? I guess that's the dark side of me. Hah.

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I see you.